複雑な気分。
目の前には、いろんな選択肢があるのに、
前に踏み出せてない気がして、
ぐるぐるもどかしい。
いつになったら形になるのか。
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2011年4月8日金曜日
2011年4月6日水曜日
2011年4月5日火曜日
2011年4月4日月曜日
life is an empty.
my really really good Japanese teacher in high school
passed away this morning.
too sudden,
of cause, I didn't expect.
my high school year's of home room teacher phoned me
this afternoon and told me about it.
I suppose to back to my hometown, Aichi.
but I didn't .
actually I had a choice, not the same as when my grand father's.
I cannot take this happen easily.
and at same time, I thought if I were there, I would have taken
this fact more shortly.
I feel so weird now.
I just cannot stop thinking about him.
my memory in high school was just good,
I mean, too good.
he told me a lot, A LOT.
I just loved his class.
he is a just super good Japanese teacher ever.
he was always thinking about students.
he made me laugh so hardly.
I cannot forget about the time he read a story "羅生門" once.
his way to read was so good and I just loved that story.
I soon be realized this is the fact and cannot keep my eyes off to this fact.
I don't know how long does it take to be understand to my mind.
儚くて、簡単で、とても一言では言い表せない変な気持ち。
いつも時間はかかるんだけど、
今回は消化するのにどんだけかかるんだろう。
人間ってとても簡単になくなっちゃう。
すぐに。
変な気分。
あっという間に2時間。
なんだろうなぁ。
2011年4月1日金曜日
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