good nigh nigh

寝れるんだけど、ちょっとなんか書こうと思いまして。


でも思い浮かばない。


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I wanna go to bed but before that I'll try to write something.
BUT I don't even think what i should write.


recently i applied to some of the magazine company.
cant get any good answer and always think negatively.
I'm trying not to think about future.
(which means I cannot stop thinking about it.lol)


how can i do?
what I wanna do in my future?
uhhhhh!


I wanna get out from Japan.
I just wanna see as many things!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
someone can my dream come true?