Clear Mother's day Empty

音を聞くたび、どんどん中にあるものが逃げていきそうだった。

空っぽになりそうだった。

周りの人たちがはじけている様子を見て

自分は今、ここで、何をやっているんだろうとぼーっとなった。

ご飯を作ろう。

while I listened the sound of music, I felt like I'm being empty.

I was watching ppl who were laughing and dancing.

I was jealous of them. 

I could have felt so good if I were them.

in the end, I couldn't do anything that I want to do.

It was little different from what I imaged.

It is not "something fun" 

let's eat some good food.