home sweet home

My home is located in Toyota-city.

I used to live till I was 18 years old and I hated this place so much.

I really don't know why but I really wanted to go out from the place.

people, air, house, color, just whole world I really didn't like.

I remember that time recently and i think what I hated was about my self.

I felt no inspiration, didn't find any powerful activity, nothing special,

but guess what. I didn't even try anything, rely on people around me.

chosen what I want but I really didn't work hard as much as I could.

Is nothing change from now?

私の家は愛知県の豊田市にある。

この街に大学入学まで住んでいたけどどうも好きになれなかった。

何もかもが嫌だったし、すぐにここから出たいと思った。

でも今そのときのことをよく考えてわかったことがあって、

どうも好きになれなかった原因は私自身にあったんだということ。

自分自身で選択したものに対して

ちゃんと精一杯の努力をしてたのかってこと

今となにが違うんだってくらい何も変わってないってこと